So how long have I been talking about a peacock? 5 weeks, right. Well, it is a peacock no more.
Remember that sketch from yesterday's post? Forgetaboutit.
I have to say 5 weeks is NOT enough time for a sculpture of this size to be fully realized. Well maybe for a professional, but not me. But, I am not giving up, I am just going to have to morph these beautiful feathers into something else for the Thursday deadline.
I'm kicking myself for thinking that I would stick to what I decided on DURING THE FIRST WEEK.
I know that's crazy.
That's not how my brain works.
That's not how art is made.
That's not how an artist works.
I move on, I forge ahead; with more thinking, contemplating, trial, and error I will figure this out.
Mandala?
Up a wall?
along the floor?
inside?
outside?
Okay, I am clearing my brain here a bit so I am fresh a little later. Let me share a sneak peak of what I have been working on today and the last 5 weeks.

Can I just say how scared I was of the glazing process? When I was putting the oxides on I just couldn't SEE what it was going to look like in the end. The color that is stroked or sprayed on is NOT THE SAME as what it looks like when it is done firing.
I had no idea.
After removing the first half from the kiln I was pleasantly surprised, they looked nice. I was happy with the decision to make each feather different and NOT follow a pattern for the colors. They are all different and all equally beautiful.
The real magic happened when Carlos and I placed them in a simple formation.
In this case the whole is greater than the sum of its parts--by and far. My jaw dropped. I had made those. A vision had become more of a reality than I ever thought in my wildest dreams.
Now, although I am stalled I know I will have a lovely presentation on Thursday, and while it may change over the next few months I will be able to look back at this project and smile.